- Alex you are stupid
- November 15th, 2010
okay ma name is iris..(my pen name.. but hell this is my actual name.. but just call me iris.. end of discussion)
almost all of the entries will be diary... and since I love to write it will be like bitc~ erhm complaining
first I have my lovers.. but not boyfriend... he is Alexander James Ortiz.. I know.. his name is stupid
we are not dating.. really but we just together..... because well stupid reason like dating make life hell.. that's why we just together...
we together like this from May,20 2009... I know.. looooong time but I never ever meet him in person now.. I just call and web cam... but it is just stupid
because he never bothered to correct the phrase that WE ARE NOT DATING.. and act like I am his girl... then well me being single doesn't matter.. for the whole year..
what do you expect? he is handsome.. beautiful and funny... just out of my league
first year.. it's normal.. couple of fights here and there.. but never serious...
then entering the first month after a year.. it was all bout jealous
like I am his girl.. he never let me talk to other guy.. GOD!! annoying he just delete the mail.. open my facebook and pretend to be me...
then he act like I should call him.. DO YOU KNOW HOW EXPENSIVE INTERNATIONAL CALL.... sshaaaaa
then now.. a stupid 15 years old asking me to be his girl...(I am 17.. soo what? I wanna accept him anyway) but I was just... scared..
what he will do? what he will said? if he open that mail.... heck.. one thing I know I am dead.. the boy's turn to ash
guess my life is suck and stupid.....
who wanna change?